鉴于家严家慈（刚刚学会的，这词儿）一直在偷窥我的日志，所以写起中文来总是要万分小心。
因为有想念才会有失落，因为有回忆才会有憧憬。And it's because of ever having a friend like her that i am never too disappointed by this world.
It's been many many years since we knew each other, and i have never met a girl like her later in my life, not even similar to her in any single one aspect. that's how unique she is to me.
I don't know how we became good friends, but as all the people know about me, i am always not very good at making friends with girls, expecially pretty girls(before college). but this doesn't seem to be a problem with her, although she is astonishingly pretty.
So how does this work out? we are not the type of friends that share everything with each other to become best friends: i don't even know her favorite color or food. You may say, that's not good girlfriend. Wrong. we didn't spend enough time together for the past 8 years, but we still treat each other as the very best friend, time talks. i guess the reason is very simple: we have freakingly identical personality, this makes it possible that although we don't talk to each other for a while, once we are back into touch, we don't even need time to warm up, talk will just be like between friends who see each other everyday. it's that simple, but what's the chance to meet such a person at your early age in your life? I guess it's no higher than having a happy marriage of 50 years with your first love. Luckily this is the girl i grew up with. And i believe the trust we put on each other is maxium--more than anyone else, just as family. yeah, she is in my msn family contact group.
however, it's sad that i kind of lost contact with her recently for some time, i know and i am sure we will pick this up later on, what i just want to make sure is she is doing well and having a relatively happy life. I hope she wasn't traveling for work as much as she did, and i wish she won't be bothered by pressures from all directions. i hope all her family are healthy and i wish she's able to find a man good enough for her.
for many times i have been dreaming about years later, i will be working in Beijing, so that i can learn piano and guzheng from her, we can go to restaurants, we can go shopping, we can go to movies, concerts, travel around the country...i can always count on her. but that's looking at something in more than ten years. can we still be the same ten years from now? not sure. currently, we are all working hard all on our own, and continue to do so until we are too old to remember.
Today is her birthday, I always remember the date just as well as my own, like many good girlfriends always say, if either of us is a guy, we will get married, here with her, i truely believe, we should be fairly happy together, if that happens. Wish you happy, have a very happy birthday.
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